So today was a very uneventful day and now I'm stuck without a computer because I forgot to do my blog today so now I'm stuck doing it on my itouch. This really sucks I feel like I am a grandma right now trying to type. I am sittig at this place right now but I am sure there are other things I would like to be doing. I went to the gym today and I did Not bring any water then I sat in the sun and did not drink any water now I think I am dehydrated. I am burnt and do not feel so great almostike I could throw up it definatly is not fun. Now I force myself to be somewhere where I do not want to be. Do you ever do that? You go somewhere or put yourself in some situation beCuase it is what is normal or what eveyone else does. That is exactly what I am doing right now. I am sitting and not enjoying myself because I don't want to be here. I make my situations worse I think. I complain and plan on them bein bad and then they end up being bad. MAybe I need to be more optimistic about things instead of pessimistic. I hate typing on here because I do not have spell check and I am a horrible speller. Well I think this is going to be a very short posting becAuse it is way too dificult to type on here. Tomorrow I will write longer just to make up for this one. Sorry about the lame posting today it will be better next time.