Careless Me

I by far may be the smartest idiot ever. I may be an A student, but when it comes to remembering or understanding the simplest thing I cannot figure it out for the life of me. So just now I wrote my daily blog for Sunday. I then was reading the syllabus for class and cannot seem to understand when we are supposed to write these blogs. It says to write a blog every day outside of class. Does that mean on all the days we do not have class, or just in general every day? Wow, I think I look into things way too much. I've come to the conclusion from reading other classmates blogs that it is every day. So now here I am, making up for the days I have missed. I apologize for my carelessness. I even managed to write a blog yesterday, and I was extremely busy. I was in Phoenix for majority of the day then managed to drive down to Tucson for the game, then back to Phoenix. Talk about a lot of driving in one day. I almost fell asleep in the car, I haven't done that since I was about six.

Besides this careless error I have already seemed to make and it has only been two weeks since school started, I believe I make millions other times. Usually when I look at a test I got back, and am unsatisfied with my score, it is because I make stupid mistakes. I read the question wrong, missed the obvious answer, how dumb can I be? I am the type of person that gets an 89 and go into a depression, because I believed that I should have scored much higher. This comes from growing up with parents who yelled at me unless I got a 100 on the dumbest of assignments. I remember one time I think it was around 6th grade we did this little article assignment with questions in it. I think it was about space or something. I got a D on it. I showed my mom, because I felt guilty hiding it, and boy did I get laid into. I cried and cried, had to tell my dad, get in more trouble. Wow it sucked. But you know what, I thank them for being like that. If it weren't for them I would probably care less about my grades. Now I'm just one of those annoying suck ups to the teachers. I guess we will see what happens this semester. I'm trying to get a 4.0, just once I would like to do it just to say I did. Plus I need my GPA to come up so I can get into the law school I'd like to apply to. Wow, here I go again, rambling about my grades. I guess I am kind of a geek when it comes to school. I always have been, and I think I always will. And because I am like this, I have a feeling when I have kids I will be hard on them too. But, you know what, it's alright. It has worked out pretty well for me.