My Future

I remember being little and I always said I wanted to become a singer or movie star or some other far fetched idea. Who did not think that? It is crazy how simple things seem when you are little. To become a singer is no big deal at all. It is easy and of course you think that you can do it. Now I look back and think to myself, what was I thinking? I would never become a singer. Actually, my voice sucks pretty bad. Sometimes when I am in the car I turn the music up louder than my voice will go. I start to sing and I think I sing pretty well. Then I realize that the noise I am hearing is actually coming from the radio, and not my throat. Too bad... I wish I was a singer. It would be a pretty interesting career. The only thing that would suck about it would be the publicity. I could never have any freedom or a normal life. But I would not mind doing it for a day or so. I used to sing to my Barbie Dolls when I was little. My mom would hear me and tell me I was a good singer. I wonder if she was just being nice or if she was really actually serious. She was probably being nice. Because when I hear my voice today it is the most horrible sound ever. So anyways my hopes of becoming a singer soon diminished. I then thought I would be a teacher. I thought it would be a great job, great hours, and I would get the summers off. Then I came to the conclusion that I really do not like kids very much, at least for now. The teacher job became a bust then also. After that I knew I wanted to council people with their problems. That is probably why I chose to become a psychology major. That was a definite mistake. The absolute last thing I want to do is listen to people's problems. I am not a sympathetic person at all. I do not give a crap about other people's problems, as bad as that sounds. I am not selfish, I just do not care much at all. So I thought law would be good for me. I will make good money and I like to argue. I get so frustrated sometimes that I blow up. I think that would be to my advantage for a law career. So as of today I decided I want to become an attorney for celebrity divorces. Pretty far fetched too, but who knows maybe it will come true one day. People laugh at me, but you watch. I will go to law school at UCLA, take my bar exam there. Start out small, then head for the big one. I will become a famous lawyer for them. I think it will be quite the interesting career. We will just have to wait and see what happens.