Stress

So I decided I just need to relax and forget about everything. I get so stressed out sometimes over nothing. I mean really, I am a 20 year old enjoying the life of college and no job. What could there even be to worry about? I get so worked up about the future. I mean com'on I am already worrying about two exams I have in more than a week. I think, oh shoot when am I going to have time to study for it? Am I going to do as well? Will I get as good of a grade? Ugh.... I get so worked up over it. Then I just get stressed over other silly things, like being homesick or worrying about what I am going to do in the future after I graduate. I know it is so dumb to get upset about things like that, but I really do. I just need to let it all go and stop worrying. Because when I worry, I stress. When I stress, I worry more causing more and more stress. It is just a cycle that continues and continues. If I just stop with the worrying all together then the stress should go away too. Today should be a worry free day. I am going to do avoid doing any homework and just take the day as it comes. My family is coming down for the game. I get to sit with them in the normal section at the football game, and they are going to take me to eat and shopping for a little bit. To me, that sounds like a pretty stress free day. Tomorrow on the other hand... We will have to wait and see. See, here I go again. I am already worrying about all the crap I need to get done tomorrow. I just need to forget about it all and think about the present time, not what is going to happen in an hour or two or tomorrow even. And if I am going to look at the future I should be happy that I get to go home in less than a week and see my doggies. So there it is... I am enjoying time with the family, and the dogs in a week. Stress free.... I hope so at least... The good part about not going home next week is I get to avoid stupid Halloween. I don't have to go out and spend over 50 bucks on some stupid costume I will never wear again. Instead I can relax at home and watch a scary movie or something. I might actually take my 9 year old nephew to a haunted corn maze. That should be fun actually. Halloween is such an over rated holiday though, a lot like New Years Eve. It is just a holiday for people to make money off of. Good thing I won't be participating in that besides a little haunted attraction.